{"id":26604,"date":"2019-05-07T09:30:44","date_gmt":"2019-05-07T06:30:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/?p=26604"},"modified":"2019-05-07T09:36:40","modified_gmt":"2019-05-07T06:36:40","slug":"basimdan-gecen-bir-hikaye-bir-teselli-ver-cem-ozel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/2019\/05\/07\/basimdan-gecen-bir-hikaye-bir-teselli-ver-cem-ozel","title":{"rendered":"Ba\u015f\u0131mdan Ge\u00e7en Bir Hikaye: Bir Teselli Ver! | Cem \u00d6ZEL"},"content":{"rendered":"

[avatar user=”cemozel” \/]
\nCem \u00d6ZEL<\/a>
\nKullan\u0131c\u0131 Hizmetleri Y\u00f6neticisi\/Sabanc\u0131 \u00dcniversitesi Bilgi Merkezi<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>Ge\u00e7enlerde eski kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ziyaret etmek i\u00e7in do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm mahalleme gittim. Vaktim de varken arac\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131katmak i\u00e7in mahalle i\u00e7indeki bir oto y\u0131kamac\u0131ya da u\u011frad\u0131m. \u0130\u015fletmecisi, \u00e7ok uzun zamand\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim \u00e7ocukluk arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez hemen tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Zaman\u0131m da epey vard\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k vermeden \u00f6nce bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fe, bir de \u015fimdiye gidip gelip arkada\u015f\u0131mdaki de\u011fi\u015fikleri g\u00f6zlemledim: m\u00fc\u015fterilerle konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131yla ileti\u015fimlerini\u2026 Bir hayli irile\u015fmi\u015fti. Aceleci konu\u015fmas\u0131 ayn\u0131yd\u0131. Bir c\u00fcmleyi bitirmeden di\u011ferine ba\u015flama tela\u015f\u0131. Bacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne atm\u0131\u015f gibi duran \u00f6n di\u015fleri \u015fu anda da ayn\u0131yd\u0131. (Benim di\u015fler de pek farkl\u0131 de\u011fil) Yanaklar\u0131 tombikti. Acaba yeniden tan\u0131\u015fma esnas\u0131nda yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131ksam ne tepki verirdi? Yanl\u0131\u015f anlay\u0131p k\u0131\u00e7\u0131ma tekme atabilir endi\u015fesiyle vazge\u00e7tim. K\u0131smet olur da bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrsem onlar\u0131n yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kar\u0131m. Eminim ki onlar da babalar\u0131 gibi koca yanakt\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan g\u00f6rebildiklerim bunlardan ibaretti; ama karakterindeki de\u011fi\u015fimi konu\u015fmadan anlayamazd\u0131m. Yava\u015f\u00e7a yakla\u015ft\u0131m. \u00d6nce bir i\u015fkillendi. Sonra \u201cbuyrun\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

“Cemil! Beni hat\u0131rlad\u0131n m\u0131? Cem ben. Mahalleden”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerini hafif k\u0131sarak surat\u0131ma ciddi ciddi bakt\u0131ktan sonra:<\/p>\n

“Vaaaay Cem! Ne kadar de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fsin yaa.” (Sanki sen ayn\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n)<\/p>\n

“Ne var ne yok, nas\u0131l gidiyor?”<\/p>\n

“\u0130yi vallahi be Cemil”<\/p>\n

“N’ap\u0131yorsun? Ne i\u015f yap\u0131yorsun?”<\/p>\n

“Ben? Ben k\u00fct\u00fcphanecilik okudum. K\u00fct\u00fcphaneciyim.”<\/p>\n

K\u00fct\u00fcphaneci laf\u0131n\u0131 duyan Cemil’in rengi att\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u00fc\u00fc\u00fc, hem nas\u0131l! Sanki babam \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f de teselli eder gibi bir tav\u0131r tak\u0131nd\u0131. Elini omzuma koydu ve b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ciddiyetle:<\/p>\n

“E ne yapacan be Cem? Hepimiz bi’ yerden tutunacaz. Ekmek paras\u0131 i\u015fte”<\/p>\n

Cemil, teselli verme moduna girince, benim ad\u0131ma ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcye ortak olmak istedim.<\/p>\n

“Sorma be Cemil’im. Kader i\u015fte. Sa\u011fl\u0131k olsun. Her \u015feyin ba\u015f\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131k! De\u011fil mi karde\u015fim”<\/p>\n

“\u00d6yle \u00f6yle, sa\u011fl\u0131k olsun”<\/p>\n

Cebinden sigara paketini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bana da uzatt\u0131. Ald\u0131m. \u0130ki eski arkada\u015f, benim bahts\u0131z kaderime t\u00fctt\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Ya i\u015fte b\u00f6yle! Sevgili Cemil karde\u015fim, halimize \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Arac\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131katt\u0131ktan sonra kom\u015fuma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Kitap kurdu olan kom\u015fuma bu olay\u0131 anlatt\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczden ya\u015f gelene kadar g\u00fcld\u00fck. Her bulu\u015fmam\u0131zda tak\u0131l\u0131yor bana: \u201cE ne yapacan be Cem? Hepimiz bi’ yerden tutunacaz.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

[avatar user=”cemozel” \/] Cem \u00d6ZEL Kullan\u0131c\u0131 Hizmetleri Y\u00f6neticisi\/Sabanc\u0131 \u00dcniversitesi Bilgi Merkezi Ge\u00e7enlerde eski kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ziyaret etmek i\u00e7in do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm mahalleme gittim. Vaktim de varken arac\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131katmak i\u00e7in mahalle i\u00e7indeki bir oto y\u0131kamac\u0131ya da u\u011frad\u0131m. \u0130\u015fletmecisi, \u00e7ok uzun zamand\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim \u00e7ocukluk arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez hemen tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Zaman\u0131m da epey vard\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k vermeden \u00f6nce bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fe, bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":143,"featured_media":26605,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1478],"tags":[1460],"class_list":["post-26604","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-cem-ozel","tag-kose-yazarlari"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26604"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/143"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26604"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26604\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26607,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26604\/revisions\/26607"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/26605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26604"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26604"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bbyhaber.com\/bby\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26604"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}